As usual this entry could be all over the map, but that is partly because I have not posted in a while. I am so frustrated with not being able to drive. I am so frustrated with living at home. I am really nervous about going back to school for football. I am frustrated that I am not in shape for football, nor have I really had the time or resources to do so. I am really frusrated how my life and seemingly everyone around me is so focused on money. I am frustrated by the fact that I am stuggling with depression and ADHD at the same time.
I need a vacation. Or I just need to go back to Nicaragua. Life is simpler there. As much as appreciate my parents I strongly dislike having to live with them. I hate having to make excuses for why life is so frustrating.
I know that life was not meant to be this complicated or rediculous. It's supposed to be simpler than this.
